The password to all the cottages I made is celestial, and/or Celestial.
Have at 'em.
I remodeled the main room of the castle to identical to what it looked like at the first ball.
I'm not quitting Animal Jam.
My email is spiritthekitty@gmail.com.
You can say whatever you want to me there.
ANYTHING.
I won't post it on the blog, even if it hurts me.
So if you're upset, or angry, just tell me.
I don't know who is going to rule the kingdom, nor do I want to.
I don't want to think about someone else taking over, because it just reminds me I failed you as a queen.
And for that, I am sorry.
But everything has just been so... confusing lately.
You can't leave for a couple of weeks, and expect nothing to happen.
Not to mention, citizens are joining daily now.
It's so much.
And to make you all deal with it doesn't make me a good ruler.
And that's why I can't lead the kingdom.
Not to mention, it's clear I gained respect from some of you.
That's not a good thing, I'm not a good person.
STOP FORGIVING ME
It doesn't make any sense, it seems like I could do anything, and you'll all just forgive me.
Why?!
What can I do if you don't?
Look, I know I'm not a good person, so it's okay for you tell me that.
If I do something wrong, or something you don't approve of, don't forgive me, get angry.
Be upset.
There's nothing I can do.
I won't argue.
Okay?
And don't beg to have me back, because you all know damn well that I wasn't a good queen, and the only reason any of you want me back, is because I was the only queen in the kingdom.
How do you know Vi might not be better?
You don't.
And, yeah, that makes me a little sad. That I couldn't have been the best leader possible, and I couldn't even last through 2013, but if it's for the best why not give her a shot.
If you have any questions, or rants please tell me.
Just because I'm leaving doesn't mean the kingdom is done with.
I'm just tired of getting respect, when I know I don't deserve it.
I'm not special.
I got bored, so I decided to start a kingdom.
I'm a kid.
I'm not some kind of queen.
So quit acting like me leaving is the end of the world, because it isn't.
I'm sorry if you still think I'm a great queen, because you're in denial.
Peppy;
ReplyDeleteThe reason we forgive you is your our friend.
Anger and Hate pointed at you isn't good for your soul.
If you quit, that's OK. After all, I quit, and was torturing myself about it.
Why couldn't I forgive Poppy?
Why did I act like a scmok?
Was it worth it to delete all my favorite blogs just for what could be a rebbellion?
Don't torture yourself over this. I know you don't REALLY want someone to yell at you.
So, if you quit, I'd like to say something;
We're gonna miss you. You were loyal and creative, funny and serious, Role Played with a passion, and made us all smile.
We love you, Peppy, but if you really wish to quit, that's YOUR descision and we can't stop you.
-Willow Spirit
P.S: If you guys want me back, can someone send me an author request and perhaps admin me again? -_- I made a bad decision leaving you guys at a time of great need. If poppy sees this, Well, I guess I'm sorry. I was the jerk. I made false descisions. Will you forgive me? ._.
We forgive you :3
DeleteAnd I sent you an author request, Willow. (You can be an admin again, too.)
And, Peppy, I mean it when I say you're a good person. You're amazing, and it's (like Willow said) your choice if you want to leave.
Willows right peppy, we can't stop u but stop hurting yourself. U are great. Are lives arn't miserable because your leaving so PLEASE don't feel bad
DeleteYou have not failed THEM as a queen. If you have noticed I put them because I have applied to become a member of the kingdom many times but no one replies and I think that if you had let more people in you would not get mean comments from people like me DX.
ReplyDeleteI will be happy to take over if you want though.
You have never failed.. Scourge would be happy to take over for a day or 2.. -Glaze/scourge
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